27 May 2010

just a mixed up day
omg.the fact that im blogging abt this alr shows how much im feeling ryte now. like UGH.
evrythg just have to happen within a 24 hour time frame. forget it, its not even 24 hr, its in less than 10 hrs.gah!

to start off, i din get a gud nytes rest.only had an hour and a half of sleep before waking up to trudging to mathcad in the morn.wic i dun like.
n i slept late cos of my salmonella report.but its also to wait for her to like submit to me the ppt presentation.i was so bloody kind ok.maybe a bit hypocritical but i din wan our grps presentation to be messed up.n i specifically told u WED NYTE 9PM! n wad the hell didya say?
"she nvr tell me 9pm de, onie told me at nyte"
ok dat one ok still can tahan.maybe miscommunication (altho i highly doubt so cos Jess was thr and she heard me loud n clear.same thg with Meetrra rmb me telling her straight away aft dat)
thn aft dat still got the cheek to say that i din tell her wad to do! saying i jus gave her the paper n ask her do the ppt herself.like wth.i gave a freakinn long explanation. n she sumore can say to Thy2 "the best is to submit to her(me)a blank presentation so that she can tell me wad she wans editted" n how long does it take to submit a blank presentation?u pon class in the morn.told me u were doing the ppt thn.n still can onie submit to me a 4-slide ppt at 10+pm.like wth.if u were unclear also, u can clarify n enquire with us. y mus we be the one to go to u?y cant u take the initiative to ask us wen it is ur responsibility to complete that task?
aft dat u can condemn Thy2 like nobody's business,telling all these lies.n can still be so chummy with me!wth do u tink ure doing?who the hell do u think u are!i do admit tho,i was too kind hearted,i totalie din have the heart to tick u off sumore cos Xiao Xuan was thr n i dun wanna make thgs complicated for her.sumore i want my A for my IDEAS module.i dun wan anythg to spoil dat.even if i have to be hypocritical to do dat, i will.in the sense of a "fake" frenship jus so the whole grp can still stay tgth long enuf to do our presentation.

so dats dat. the first one.n its not like its the first time.its jus dat it was just a matter of time before i start expressing my views.cos, i noe im not perfect.but i dun go out of my way to ruin sumone's day or life.i make mistakes but i dun intentionally hurt ppl.so y do ppl actually do dat?so that they can feel good abt themselves?so that they can be more superior than others?aint that just pathetic?

well the next one.was.not worse.on par.srsly,wad Hilary said was true.ive got no idea who will win shd thr be such a poll:x
the fact that she cud explicitly write on her blog that way was just...woah! words jus cant express wad im feeling.stun?shock?surprise at the nerve?yeahh all 3 definitely.
"people who like to criticise others rarely take criticisms well themselves"
oh how true is this statement!this is a reflection of ur true self.u urself said u shd have the freedom of speech to comment.thn shudnt others have it too.if u can bloody tell Hilary that red bull sux n so is Thy2's diet(then) aint those criticisms??n shudnt they have the right to practise freedom of speech too? all Thy2 did was to tell u that ur communication skills need improvement. EVERYONE in class(even in 1B21) can see dat so wads the big deal?its not even a criticism in dat sense. n u cant even handle dat! u get so bloody offended.u can dish them out but cant take them in? talk abt self denial.gah!
n WHO GIVE A FUCKING DAMN IF U FUCKING HATE TO HEAR VULGARITIES? no one WAS even directing them to u. "i disapprove.." who give a fuck wad u disapprove? no one gives a damn ok.
n i totalie luv Nelson for pawning u jus now!!dat totalie rawks:DDD
n the "stomach cramps" that u believed that Thy2 cudnt come to sch cos of it. fyi, stomach cramps are NOT menstrual cramps.u dun even noe wad she went thru. uve never experience the pain n suffering that she goes thru.hu gv u the right to criticise her even!!
u think evryone goes thru life by themselves? do u think evryone's like u hu can onie see others mistakes and flaws.do u think evryone's like u who thrive on being sadistic n live as an alone cell?well, NEWS FLASH : ppl have frens who they trust n luv n are always thr for them ok?u dun hav den dats really too bad for u.cos u totalie deserve it.
n hell yeah if u think u have the freedom to express urself, y cant others do it too?we dun comment on ur dressing, no matter wad, we still respect ur choice.
n u claim u wan Thy2 to read ur post but u can even threaten Joanne not to tell her.wth.is.ur.problem.srsly.stooooopid excuses.u dun even dare to face it shd Thy2 read it luh=.=

oh n im not the only one feeling this way lar.thx to u guys for supporting one anth!
Thy2, Humaira, Meetrra, Hilary, Joanne, Jesslyn, Xiao Xuan (altho blurxD) n those Tarzans~

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!
kay im done with my venting.srsly this totalie sux.i gv ppl 2nd chances.u touch me i still can tahan. u touch my luv ones-frens or family,i wun ever forget it.tskk..

now for a mixture-of-happy-and-sad news...
SP SCHOLORSHIP.
hapie news: i got it.
sad news: Jojo din=(
but even upon receiving this scholorship, i have a mixture of emotions.no 1 is stress:x haishh yeahh..
im srsly wondering if i wul be the one to set the record to be thrown outta the scholorship:x

n with Joanne, she have that super optimistic attitude dat i jus luv!she like totalie deserve this scholorship more than i do lor:x s'ok babe evrythg happens for a reason.i noe u can get success! GAMBATE!! :DDD


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me