14 April 2010

i need a breather for my thoughts
i tink my mind is like werkin too randomly
but i jus realise i dun wan ppl to noe my thoughts.at mos times.
a kabazillion tots may be running thru my mind but wen someone asks me wat im tinking, my mind jus goes blank.
n sumhow i jus like to ramble on cos sumhow its just one way dat i can actually vent out.
n its like putting it down is at the same time putting it out of my mind.



hmm..how do u define trust?
dats like the no 1 thing in any relationships.be it frenships, bgr or relationships with ur fam.
ryte now im in such a reflective mood-.-
im not feeling agitated or annoyed.but this qs jus always pop into my head.don u trust me?
dun u trust me enuf to allow me to go werever i wan with whoever i wan?
do u have to suffocate me?do u have to put me on a leash?
yeahh maybe ppl say its their care love n concern.but cant u see it wen its staring at u squarely?if u truly care for me,y dun u jus ask me how my day had been.couldnt u jus ask if i was having any probs wen im moody.u say all i cared abt was my own feelings.i dun care abt urs.would i have done all those things ive done if i do?LOL



hmm..jus thinking jus thinking...


oh n jus so u dun think im sum emo freak.im actualie pretty pleased with a part of my life ryte now.my super de duper DBS 1B 22 classmates(: u guys totalie rawk(: the orientation was awesome n im looking forward to the 3 yrs ahead studying,being thr for u guys((: n im sure tmrs flag thr will just be as awesome with u guys being thr no matter how dreaded we are for the event.hehexD



n to my mates whove always been thr for me wen i need u, THANKS. im sorry if i haven been the greatest fren on earth but i stand corrected.if there are any unpleasantries,do tell me.im willing to right my wrong yea(:



i dunoe y i feel so exhausted wen i barely do anything-.-



OHH..anw i'll just jot the pleasant memories created tdy(:
started off with buying my lab coat with winnie n humaira.thr we bumped into joel n nelson.n im not the onie wan with the short-term memory kay win n maira:p
thn went to koufu waiting for sum person..some pics(:
OBV i cant help not camwhoring..ouhs i was trying out my webcam as well tho it was a lil too bright the sun...




i just realise blogger uploading pics is very irritating-.-


ouh thn lunched at pastamania with my darlx n nigel(:
thn me n darlx go ard bugis enjoying one anth's companyxD
hahaha sounds a bit wrong o.O
lols but eventually we ended up at swensens enjoying the ice cream, fries n *ehem ehem* hahahahaah!
onie she noes it(: hehe

sry im jus muc too lazy to deal with uploading the pics nowxD so yeah..


wan sleep now anw i tink:x
cos apparently ive flag day tmr morn at 8 at outram wic lasts all the way till 3?o.O
LOL



kkay nytes(:
sweeeet dreamssssssss(;