20 April 2009

life..the way it is...
its not dat i don understand ppl..
its i don understand myself..
i don noe wat i want in life..
i don noe my own feelings..
i don noe my own goals..

so hw wul i expect ppl to noe me?
to understand me?

nah..not being emo..
jus tinking twice as hard..lol

its like many tings in life happen wen we least expect them too..
and all that we build up our hopes on jus don happen..
yeah..everytink happens for a reason..
everytink in life has a meaning, a significance in life...

HOPE is a huge word..
its either a blessing..
or a burden..
it either helps build up ur life wen u gave up..
or it made u give up..
so..is HOPE really good...or bad..?
should Pandora have released it frm the box?
the last one dats meant to save lives?
or isit worse then all the other 'evils' dat wer released b4 it?
it gvs u an illusion of reality..
then u come down crashing hard to the ground when reality invades?
or isit one dat gv u a whole new meaning to life wen all seems lost?
the silver lining?
the one dat brings u thru wen ur life seems over?

i dunoe..jus a stream of random thots on life..
wer no one cud really define..
i guess this is wats beautiful abt literature...
jus wen i almost lost its true meaning..
esp as to y i took it in the first place n now complains-.-
now i noe y i thrive on unseen..
coz it makes me thinks and feels..
beyond wat i tot i was capable of(:

signing off,
memyselfzurah.
itsstillallaboutme.

wats past is past.
ur past can never be ur future.
....can it?





NO